Everyone

i am new to beat and finding it useful at but everything i touch crumbles and leaves so im just waiting for the problem to arise.

you seem level headed in seeing that recovery isnt an easy ride but seem to have a social life(you said you didnt have much time to be on the site).that has its pros and cons.are you avoiding  something are you moving on?

hope you continue to get well and recover.

i have been discharged for one month now so im feeling the pain too.

Heya,

Level Headed mmm,.... not sure thats the word for me , believe u me my head isnt ryt lol

A dont really have a social life, am just always wrapped up in one thing or another, suffering badly from depression, the ED's basically gone well not gone its stil there every day but I can supress it and get on, its the depression, selfharm and sucidal stuff wot is holding me back,. may have to go into hosp soon well thats wot the profs want, anyhooo enuf of me.

Darlin u need to see that there is sooo much more to life than the desire to be thin, in the short term it may be a gd thing but in the long term it just messes u up, 3 hosp admissions for ED's have learnt me that,

It takes strength and courage to move on in your life, fight the ED and all the thoughts and feelings wot surround u. There is almost always another cause, ED's dont just often occur frmo the desire to be thin, have u got any underliying issues?

I read ur other post, bowt ur mommy.

U need to realise that she no matter what yuo think just wants you to be well, its hard for parents to understand especially wen they dont know how hard it is to eat sometimes, if not most of the time, but sweetie she has your best interests at heart shes your mum and no matter how or what you feel all she wants is too be able to care for her daughter and take away your pain, but thats not easy wen u soo clearly seem to find things soo hard.

You need to realise what you have going for you, i know I dont know you but there must be some fun in your life, there must be sum points wen the ED hides its evil head for  a while and alllows u to get on with things

Take things slowly but remeber that there is only a certain time that you can do this, if you take things to slowly the ED will over power you and hard as it is make things almost impossible for you.

Are you receiving outpatient care?

How old are u ?

Take care , stay strong and remember that you dont deserve this, but you do deserve your mum, I'm hear anytime :)

All my love

xxxx