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Thats an amazing thing to do ! Good Luck!!!

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Hey! Cool name by the way. I take it that's Hadrians wall then, how long is it exactly? That's a great thing to do cos I hear that some of it is fairly hard going and leaves much to the imagination as what was once there. I visited it once or twice on school trips, those were the days. Well done for being in recovery. I'm 23 and have had anamia for 3yrs or so, can prob date it back to A-levels tho and am on the fringe of recovery I think. Well done so far to you!!! What's your plans post A-levels?

Haha. Yeah my name isnt too bad, dont know many with it!

Yeah its menna be like 84 miles i think? Im like, oh no! I work in a pub about half way along so we get people in with sore feet....

I actually left school half way through Year13, i couldnt cope. People n my class were starting to notice, id lost my passion for Art and didnt want to be with people, so school was a rubbish place to be. Id just burst into tears in the middle of a lesson and stuff.

Im going to go back in September to finish my Art A-level :)

How have you been doing?

And flowergirl, thanks! I think its going to be harder than i thought!

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Good for you!! Sometimes I think I'm doing fine, ok, but then sometimes I just spiral out of control like I did tonight. Just one mouthful of whatever it is too much and that's it, it's like sth just snaps and I've lost myself completely. The thing is I'm not sure that I want to lose more weight, not if this is all how it feels, no energy, moodiness etc. but I'm terrified of gaining and actively avoid it, so if I lose it never goes back on- comprendez? Is it/was it like this for u, urld lose control and totally binge and then stringently diet for days upon days to compensate. It's all so irrational and I often ask myself how can sth so natural be so hard and so damn difficult, but for some reason it is. It just makes no sense.

Anyways, how's u right now, I live miles from u- on the outskirts of the London tube line in fact- it's greenbelt but not nearly as picturesque as Northumberland. Nice tho, cos I can go one direction to the city and the other into the country- best of both I guess.