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Hey,

Im ok thanks. Havent spoken to u in ages :-(

My xmas wasnt too bad thanks... i went to my dance teachers house as my mum decided she was going to go away for xmas. Wasnt too bothered though coz i had a feeling that it would end up the way it did. New year was a bit cr*p to be honest.... my mood was low and i didnt want to do anything so my own fault really.  Thought all my mates from home were going to do something but noone got in contact with me and one of my friends was run over on new years eve so all of our plans that were going to be made were stopped. My mate is ok though... she just broke her wrist and was abit bruised.. luckily the car wasnt travelling very fast :-)

How ru things going with u? Hope ur ok :-)

Ive just started uni again today... so back to lectures and work etc. I think i need the summer break soon, hopefully this semester will go quick :-)

*hugs*...always thinking of u :-)

x x x

I know it has been ages, entirely my fault, i am terrible at keeping up with this...got far too much on atm.

omg sounds as if you didn't have a great new year, sorry to hear that. i hope you have managed to pick yourself up a bit after that and are doing okay? i'm glad to hear your friend is ok, that must have been really hard on you.

things with me, well aren't fantastic....i had a pelvic infection - well i still have it, hence why i haven't been around, too ill. then struggling ed wise a bit aswell. 

got a bit of drama atm....i needed to have antibiotics by injection because obviously i make myself sick and tablets weren't going to work but i didn't tell my parents coz they don't know i'm doing that atm so i told school thinking it wouldn't get back to them, but meaning they wouldn't be asking where i was all the time. anyway had a really bad wkend and went away for a few days, just to a hotel in the middle of no where, missed a bit of school, school knowing that hospital was a possibility if my treatment wasn't working presumed i was there, rang my parents to ask how i was and how long i would be off for. my parents had no idea it was that bad and didn't have a clue what they were talking about. so the conversation ended with me looking as if i had lied. my parents then later asked me what was going on, i told them and in turn had to tell them i was making myself sick. in a way that is good but they aren't taking it seriously, they think i am doing it because i am stressed by exams which aren't til june. grrr. and now school think i am some psychopathic liar - really looking forward to seeing my head of year and explaining this all to her.  

god sorry that went on a bit, anyway to cut it short i'm in trouble at skl, i feel pretty rubbish atm and don't rely know how to cope yet my parents think i'm just a bit stressed....ahhhh.

how is being back at uni? not too stressful i hope? 

lol. i can't wait for the summer but it seems so far away. do you have any plans? are u going away this year?

take care of yourself, always here for you.

lots of love xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 

Hey

Im so so so sorry that it has taken me so long to reply. Uni has been mad and life has been a bit tough lately :(... finding everything hard :(

How is everything going for u?

Uni is so hard at the moment... have a lot of work on and no motivation to do any :(.One piece due in tomorrow and im having to get another extension -just hoping that i can get one otheriwse i would have failed this :-S

Im not going away this summer... ru? A friend is coming up to stay here for a week though so i am really looking forward to that :)... and then no doubt i will go to my dads for abit like i always do in the hols.

Hows things going?

Apologies again for this 1) being so short and 2) being very over due!!!

Love Laura x x x

Heya sweetie,

no apologies needed, take your time with replying. Sorry your having a tough time atm, just try take things one day at a time and don't let it become over bearing. You are so strong and intelligient you can do whatever is thrown at you.

How come uni has become so hectic? just because it is nearing the end of the year?

I am getting stressed at school, what with it being my last year and in desperate needs of decent grades for uni there is so much work and pressure. coursework deadlines, exams are looming so loads of practice papers and revision needs to start yet i haven't finished half my courses. grrr. can't imagine how you must be feeling as this is only a-levels.

have you been doing any dancing recently?

I can't wait for the summer, only thing that is keeping me going - i am really busy...got a few days out, e.g. ascot races, holiday with friends to cyprus, holiday with boyfriend, going to alton towers, going to XXX  for a wkend, will need to get myself a job and start sorting out uni so really busy. jsut want to get skl and exams out the way so i can maybe start relaxing.

that will be nice to see your friend and your dad in the summer, hopefully you will be able to do some relaxing aswell.

how are you doing ed wise?

did you have a good easter? mine wasn't great as i have been ill - either a bug or food poisoning but hey ho not too keen on easter on anyway.

anyway take care hun, always here for you, chin up

lots of love xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey hun

How ru?

Things are a bit better for me now.... which is defo a good thing :). I began to lose hope in ever getting better... but things r looking up again *dances* :p

Yer uni is hectic just with it being the end of the year :(... at least i dont have any more assignments due in now tho... just have an oral presentation and then 5 exams... then am finished woop :D -  cant wait :D

Wot u going to do at uni? Ru going in september? I hope ur exams go ok for u :) *hugs*

I had a competition at the weekend... didnt come anywhere, but got a recall so im kinda happy about that :). I feel like i danced my best and i guess thats all i could do :).

Hope u have a fab summer... looks like u have a lot of things planned :P

Ed wise im not doing too bad now :)... i did slip a bit, but managed to get bk on track again. Concentrating on not cal counting each day at the moment :)

How ru managing ED wise?

Sorry uve not been well over easter :(... *hugs*... hope ur feeling better now?

x x x