Help me, please!!

Hi,

I am new to this site, my ed clinic suggested it to me. I have been suffering with ed for quite sometime now, it has only been recently that my mum has found out. She found out because she found my diet pills.  i also over exercise. But recently my mum has tryed to take control, which is making everything worse. She tells me when to eat and what to eat, she has banned me from exercising.

I feel lost. I am so scared of gaining weight . I just wish she would understand and back off. I can't talk to her because she dosnt have a clue about the daily torture i have to put up with.

I have always been the quiet one in the family and i have always sunk into the background, but now everyone is in my face, my mum, dad, sisters.. i just cant cope with it.

I want to dissapear, be invisible like i was before. I kills me inside having to put up with this alone but i have no other choice because nobody else understands, they think i am stupid and that it is as simple as just eat. But i cant do it.

I just need advice on how to cope and maybe speak to my mum and help her to understand, i am truely lost in this big world and i dont want to have to be sad anymore.

Help me please.