i feel really stupid doing this cos i dont feel i'm allowed!
i just joined been on here a few times but never had the guts to join it. it prob sounds stupid but i dont think ive got a prob at elast i hope not but i dnt no wat to do. i try to go without eating altho sometimes i do eat and feel so guilty for it. i dont eat breakfast or lunch spec if im at skool cos i feel everypnes watching me eat saying that i cant eat cos im too fat. i try only to eat a lil bit of dinner or spit it out before i actually swallow the food.
but recently i go to the other extreme and binge too much. i was really overweight and lost about 3 and half stone healthy but i got greedy and need to lose more so ive started this since i lost 2 stone then it stopped but its getting outta control again. i go to the gym everyday or try to but im getting so behind at school and am just to tired so i oly go bout 4 times a week but its taking over my head.
im a norm wieght so i dont think theres anything wrong but i just dont no what to do, all i think of is food and that ive eaten too much even if i havent eaten
theres a load more to it but that the basics, if i say it all i will bore you all!
hope you guys are all ok!
x
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written by:lexy07
posted: 30.04.2008 message:
hey sweetheart,
you could never bore us =) we're here to listen and help as much as we can.
I went from bingeing to restricting to bingeing, and now seem to starve myself all day and binge at night.
don't feel stupid hunni, of course you are allowed!
its not the weight that matters sweetheart, eds are a psychological illness, and no matter what weight you are you deserve just as much help as anyone else.
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