leaving it behined...

opening my mind, to a world i need to find, a secret special place, somewhere i can escape, and let the pain fade away and to say good bye to it today, ripping out the source of pain, and flushing it down the drain.

It's been a tough long struggle, i got myself in to a mudle, and the only way out was to realize what i did to myslef. I wanted to recover, get mback to my old life, but it was not that easy, leaving it behined.

i was at war with a voice, but i didn't have a choice, i had to face my biggest fear and look at me, i am stil here!

At the start i felt all alone and i could'nt get out, but speaking out gave me much needed help, so soon i got back on my feet, and i descovered the old me and this time nothing can ruin that, because i will not let the voice come back.

reflecting on what used to be, will always bring a tear to me, but i hope that no one goes through, what it was that i went through, so i spread the word to help you, remember that the voice only wants to destroy you.