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I don't know if this will work for anyone else, but it certainly worked for me!

 For the first 13 years of my life, I was always overweight and chubby, though I never looked it. Why? I had a huge bone structure and body build. I never looked flabby, just strong. And tall. BIG is what you'd call it.

 This time last year I wanted to lose a bit of weight, so I did and I was happy. But then I started obsessing over it and got thinner and thinner.

 I was nearly a dangerous weight, my BMI was below normal and I felt weak and etc.

On Christmas eve, I had ate somethimg. That triggered some binge episode that lasted until March this year. But then, I went to China. My relatives all live there, and I happily did stuff with them, ate food - a lot of it.

 Now I'm back home, I still hate eating in front of people who aren't family, but this eating disorder is basically gone. I still care about food, sure, but I hardly cry about my huge bones anymore, though I'd still do anything that's POSSIBLE to change it. I accept that I'll never be called fit or slim. I'm not chubby or fat, but I naturally have a large waist and broad shoulders.