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Hey there, I was just wondering if you are still about Adele?
I know I've been a terrible friend and havent been there for you. I really hope you can forgive me?
Things have been incredibly hard for me these past months and I cannot apologise enough for leaving you
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Posted on February 02, 2012 at 10:24 PM
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re: Adele??
Aimie????? omg, I've been wondering about you so much, hoping that you are ok. It's SOOO good to hear from you, I feel so relieved now. I feel so much better for having you back hugs xxxxxx
How's everything been? Did you get all those test results back by now? Are you any closer to finding out what's wrong?
I love you so much xxxx I will always be here for you. Come to adult chat on wed, I'll make sure I'm there.
hugs xxxxx
Posted on February 06, 2012 at 8:28 PM
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I've missed you x
Unfortunately I'm still missing chunks of information. Like results... I had another MRI in December, this time for small bowel. I had some complications though and wasnt very well for some time after. They suspected I had Inflammatory Bowel Disease and we were all hoping it would be the answe to all my problems... unfortunately no :/ Urmmm, I've pretty much been dumped by the doctors. I barely see my OT, and I havent seen any medical doctors since December. I'm meant to be being closely monitored. Still no nutritional supplements that agree with my body... :/ And my weight has been all over the place! I've been completely lost within the system and its getting me down quite a lot. I'm not well, I was referred to another gastro dr 5 months ago.. still no news. I'm in desperate need of a Cystic Fibrosis test, since nobody has ruled that out yet.
I'm sorry for being so negative, I only wanted to come back when I had good news, but unfortunately I havent any yet :/
I need an update from yooooou!!!!!!!
I will try to remember to come on chat. My memory is terrible at the moment! xD
xxx
Posted on February 07, 2012 at 10:08 PM
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Hugs beautiful. Please stay around Aimie, I missed you so much and I was so worried about what had happened to you. xx
I don't understand why you have been left. I know how scared of hospitals you are but...did they offer you any IP care again? This is not fair, you need help and an answer not desolution.
I'm ploughing on, quite literally. I'm lucky cos I've got a really good gp who I've started to see every couple of mths or so. I seem to be able to open up to him more than I can with anyone else.... Things which I'm scared to talk about with most ppl incase they no longer respect me or want to be associated with me.
Some of my old anorexia habits have re-started. The problem is the things the doctor sees as positive I see as negative even though I know deep down somewhere that I'm the one who's wrong. This illness is so screwed up.
Love you Aimes, mucho hugs xxxxxxx
Posted on February 08, 2012 at 6:54 PM
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Sorry Adele, my post wasnt accepted
I guess I'll just say things have been really hard aside from medical reasons also. Some really distressing family things. I havent ever had to go through anything so hard ever.
I really have no idea why the doctors are doing this either... and n. Absolutely no inpatient treatment offered at all. No treatment has been offered
Keep fighting Adele. You are such a special and fantastic person. I'm so glad I met you in my life. That is one thing I would never ever change.
The world is so beautiful. I've taken up photography. Even though I can only sit on my windowsill and take pictures, it still really opens up my eyes. The world is truly a beauitful place. I guess it can sometimes be forgotten with all the other stuff that goes on. But the world is our home, and it is truly beautiful. Next time the sun sets, look out the window. It is one of the most beauitful things I have ever seen.
And although I may not get on too well with humans all the time, I love animals. They are the most wonderful creatures. They accept you for who you are. They love you for who you are. And they'll never lie to you about how they feel about you.
Posted on February 14, 2012 at 4:22 PM
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Hey Aimie, how are you?
So true what you say about animals, my dog and horse are just like that, always spk the truth and especially my dog, he has unconditional love with little expectation which is lovely.
Hugs huni xxxxx
Posted on February 21, 2012 at 5:50 PM
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Hey Adele,
I have another chest infection This sucks so much :'(
On antibiotics though, so hopefully I'll recover quickly. All I can do is hope hope hope.
How are you doing??
xxxxxx
Posted on February 23, 2012 at 10:00 PM
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Hey, are you feeling any better huni?
You know how excited I was about event season...well my horse has pulled his check ligament and I won't be able to event for at least 3mths. This has happened just 2wks before we were meant to start the season and I am devastated as it is eventing which keeps me eating and fighting.
I am also exhausted, work is very busy and I am struggling to be allowed a day off...basically cos they don't want to give me one. I have days left to take.
hugs Aimie xxxx I hope u r ok??
Posted on March 02, 2012 at 8:07 PM
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I'm so sorry Adele  xxxxxxxx
You need to keep fighting and eating though. Because there will be other things that you need your strength for. You never know what tomorrow will bring. You need to keep your strength up so you can grasp those opportunities when they arise.
You CAN do this. I believe in you.
Have you told your doctor about how you are feeling? Are you still getting on ok with them? Perhaps they could offer you some more support as you are struggling.
I've not been too well. Fighting off this infection has taken a lot of energy out of me. I feel quite dazed most of the time! the doctor Just trying to speed up referrals.
Good thing is I havent binged in a while. Which I'm proud of myself.
I hope you are still going strong.
You mean a lot to me and I would hate for anything bad to happen to you.
Lots of Love and Hugs xxxxxxxx
Posted on March 08, 2012 at 5:32 PM
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Hey lovely, any referrals through yet? How are you feeling now? I know it's been a while but are u better from ur chest infection?
Like you say, I guess it's just take each day as it comes and hope that it's ok. I've just had a few days off work which has been nice, but it's never enough. I've come off my ads, I just felt I cldn't take them anymore, I don't know if they help me anyway. I get so much reflux now, especially with them. Maybe I sld entertain my gp with his idea of taking something for that?? But more meds....phew....
I just don't know where I am mentally right now. I feel like a vortex, a bit like there are so many things going on but they all just collide and get muddled and make no sense at all.
Thinking about you always huni xxxxxxxx
Posted on March 24, 2012 at 2:46 PM
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Aimie???? Where are you? How are you?
I'm really missing you.
Hugs Adele xxxxx
Posted on April 05, 2012 at 11:11 AM
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I'm still here Adele, sorry you havent heard from me
Posted on April 10, 2012 at 12:01 AM
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Aimie, talk to me. How are you? What's happening in your world?
hugs xxxxx
Posted on April 19, 2012 at 3:23 PM
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Argh, so sorry Adele, I put through a whole long post, but I guess it didnt get put through. Sorry :\
What I was basically saying is my poor granny suddenly died near the beginning of the month. Suddenly. She had an undiagnosed illness... and argh... makes me so scared. ... too young :'( I dont want it to be me or my mum next... know what I mean? We had her funeral, sad sad day. And they still never even found out what her illness was
How are you doing lovely?????? I'm so sorry for not being around more. Things have just been, well, really really hard.
Please keep strong and keep fighting. Its the only chance we have of getting some kind of life back. I'm with you in spirit if not any other way, always xxxxxxx
Posted on April 28, 2012 at 2:53 PM
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