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LittleBitBroken

LittleBitBroken
Total Posts: 2
Joined: May 2012

I wanted to introduce myself after reading through some of the posts on here. It's really touching to read about other people facing similar problems and starting to make steps in a positive direction.



I am a 25y/o student on a high pressure course and I have been struggling with binge eating/compulsive eating/ocd for the last 3 years now.

Initially I tried to deal with things by myself and found it hopeless. I tried to tell my GP and felt ridiculed. I eventually told my closest friends and there has been a mixed response. Some just don't get it and some have saved me so many times. In general the more I have talked about it, the less of a thing it has become. I try to eat only when other people are around and eat whatever I want as long as I'm hungry.

It's still a battle. Emotions set me off and if I have a bad day then everything can go pear shaped. I really want somewhere to talk about this and if I can help anyone else by talking about it then that's a bonus I guess. I'm not sure it gets better, but it's certainly getting easier. Bit by bit.



So hey, a bit of a jumbled story. My name is LittleBitBroken. Nice to meet you all.

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Posted on May 08, 2012 at 4:51 PM
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artanddance

artanddance
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Joined: Apr 2012

re: Introducing...

Nice to meet you and glad you have taken the step to post on here as I know I find it very supportive!

Telling friends is a big step and there will always be mixed reactions. I know with my problem (anorexia) some friends have been very supportive and have understood fully that it is an illness and a coping mechanism - others just do not get it and think I am being selfish in some way...

All I really wanted to do was to hide away from all the problems that had come my way, but of course, it had the opposite effect

This is the perfect place to explain just how you feel in the knowledge that you will not be judged and there will be people who have coping strategies to help you.

Lots of love and good for you for posting

xxxxxxxxxx

Posted on May 08, 2012 at 7:12 PM

LittleBitBroken

LittleBitBroken
Total Posts: 2
Joined: May 2012

re: Introducing...

Haaaa oh dear all I can do is laugh. The last few days have been embarrassingly bad because they are in stark contrast to how well things were going before. I went out with my friend and for the second time in as many weeks some random strangers said 'you do know your mate is the pretty one' to me. It didn't make me feel great. My parents just went away so I am by myself a lot more and I wrenched my back at the weekend so I am in a bit of a dark place. I found my mum's * and I have eaten * today. Also breakfast, lunch, dinner, pudding and *. I seem to have managed to stop now.


What I am going to do is book some more counselling and go swimming tomorrow morning.



I know I need to eat well, but I am so scared to trigger it off again the day after a binge.

Posted on May 09, 2012 at 9:46 PM
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