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Hi Hun
Do you remember me I used to be charley35.
I've missed you so much. I haven't been on the boards for ages coz I lost all my old friends from the old board and felt so lonely so it was so good to see you on here.
How are you?
I'm still seeing my counsellor and things are tough, but I'm managing to maintain my weight even though I'm still not at a healthy weight.
What have you been up too?
Big hugs.
R. Xxxxxxxx
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Posted on February 15, 2012 at 8:33 PM
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Hi sweetie! Of course I remember you! I missed you. I know what you mean about losing touch with people from the old site. I am glad you are maintaining your weight & still seeing your counsellor. I am sorry things are tough though, keep trying. I don't know if you know I have been in out of hospital with my poorly lungs. I have severe brittle asthma so I conquered my ED & then get struck down with this, no connection of course it's just one of those things. I use a machine to help me breathe & rely on lot's of different meds on a day to day basis. Life eh?! Anyway I hope to hear from you soon.
Big big hugs
Mazzar
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Posted on February 16, 2012 at 10:26 AM
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Hi Mazzar
Thanks for replying and I'm so sorry for the delay in me replying to you.
That's awful about your asthma I hope it's not causing you too many problems.
You said you have beaten your ED, well done.
How did you do it.
How do feel now?
Sending you lots of hugs.
Hope to hear from you soon.
Love R. Xxxxxxxxxx
Posted on March 07, 2012 at 6:32 PM
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Hi again, how are you? Keep fighting hun & looking forward if you can. I had three years therapy for the ED as an outpatient. I also used the book Getting better bit(e) by bit(e) to help me alot along with the counselling & group therapy. It was a long bumpy road but so worth the fight. I still have bad days but I am better equipped to deal with them now. Never give up sweetie as recovery is possible. I am seeing the lung specialist again next week, I see him every six months. You take care for now, here for you.
Love Mazzar
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Posted on March 07, 2012 at 7:25 PM
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Hi Hun
Great to get your reply.
I'm still struggling with ana and my counsellor is going away on holiday so I'll miss a session which is always so hard for me, I used to think it would get easier but it doesn't.
I just can't keep ana at bay just when I think I'm winning it raises it's ugly head and is even stronger than it was. Sometimes I get so tired of fighting and challenging ana that I just want to give up but my counsellor keeps me going.
How are you.
Lots of hugs.
R. Xx
Posted on March 17, 2012 at 8:20 PM
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Hello
Hi sweetie, all you can do is keep trying. I am sorry you will miss your counsellor. Have a safety net in place like ringing the Beat helpline whilst she is away just to help you get through. I will be with you. I am not too bad at the moment, they are trying to reduce my steroids to see how I get on. I hope my lungs cope. If they don't they say I can go back to my old dose. Take care for now angel, keep trying.
All my love
Mazzar
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Posted on March 19, 2012 at 6:38 PM
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Hi hun
I'm so sorry for not replying sooner things have been really hard.
How are you?
Struggling with eating and trying to change my food to give me a wider variety.
Hope to speak to you soon
R. xxxx
Posted on May 02, 2012 at 7:37 AM
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Hi there, keep trying my darling. I know it's not easy but you must keep trying. I am with you, be brave sweetheart. Always here if you need me.
Hugs & love
Mazzar
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Posted on May 02, 2012 at 10:52 AM
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Hi Mazzar
I'm so sorry I haven't replied sooner I've had a lot going on. it's still really painful but it involved a friend of mine who wasn't very nice to me, it's all sorted now but it's really upset me and it made the ed stronger for a while and I needed all my strength to fight the ed so I couldn't come on here, I hope you will still be my friend and talk to me on here.
How are you doing hun?
Sending you a hug.
R xxxxxxxxx
Posted on August 05, 2012 at 6:06 PM
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Hi there sweetheart, I am so sorry to hear what has happened. I can only imagine how awful it was for you. I am sending you a huge huge hug. I am glad to see that it is sorted now but it will take you time to get over this so be patient. I am always here for you angel. Sending you lots of love & strength.
Mazzar
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Posted on August 06, 2012 at 12:43 PM
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Hi Hun
Thanks for your reply it's so nice to hear from you.
My last post to you was edited so I'm sorry if it didn't make sense.
Struggling a bit with what's happening in counselling it's so hard with the changes I'm having to make with the way I think about things, it's so hard after years of just listening to ana.
How are you doing?
Love and hugs.
R. Xxxxxxxx
Posted on August 07, 2012 at 7:19 PM
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hi charley and mazzar!
dont know if you remember me-my old name was hetty
hope you are both ok. x
Posted on August 08, 2012 at 9:08 AM
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Hi Hippygirl (Hetty). How wonderful to hear from you, how are you sweetheart? Of course I remember you. What are you up to these days? I look forward to talking to you again hun. I am ok thank you.
Lots of love Mazzar
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Posted on August 08, 2012 at 12:06 PM
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Hi Wanttobefree, don't give up hun. I know its hard but keep looking forward. I am with you. Take good care for now.
Lots of love & hugs
Mazzar
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Posted on August 08, 2012 at 12:56 PM
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Hi hippygirl
Yes I remember you.
I'll start a new thread to you.
R. X
Posted on August 08, 2012 at 9:50 PM
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Hi hippygirl
Yes I remember you.
I'll start a new thread to you.
R. X
Posted on August 08, 2012 at 9:55 PM
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okie dokie my freinds. will tell you everyhting on the new threads.
take care.x
Posted on August 12, 2012 at 9:18 AM
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Hi Mazzar
I'm struggling, counselling is really hard and things aren't going how I want them to,
I feel like my counsellor isn't really listening to me and even though I've tried telling her it still feels like she's not listening and that's making me feel upset and I keep crying, it's so hard.
I get so angry with myself at times and feel so weak and useless.
I'm so sorry to go on.
How are you hun.
Sending you lots of hugs.
R. Xxx
Posted on August 14, 2012 at 6:54 PM
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Hi sweetheart, I am sorry you are finding things so hard right now. Could you write how you are feeling down to show your counsellor? It might be easier than saying it but you could still get your point across. I am with you & hoping this wont last too long for you.
All my love & hugs
Mazzar
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Posted on August 14, 2012 at 8:08 PM
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Hi Mazzar
I've tried writing things down but I can't get my point across properly, the words don't come out right. It's making me feel like I want to call an end to counselling coz what's happening in counselling is making me feel really stressed and so desperate.
Sorry to go on its just so hard.
let me know how you are doing.
Thanks for the hugs sending you lots of hugs back.
R. Xxx
Posted on August 14, 2012 at 9:00 PM
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