Hi, thanks for the comments.

My boyfriend does know and he is wonderful and a huge help. I too told him it was in the past at fisrt but he has the whole picture now. I want to eat healthily, i love cooking and i love healthy food - eating is NOT the problem, it's STOPPING! If it wasn't for my boyfriend i would feel out of control with my thoughts around food
I went to my GP about it and was referred to my local Mental Health team and iv'e been on the waiting list for CBT since November, i recently got a letter saying i was still near the bottom of the list.