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Which way to turn?


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Joined: Oct 2012

Ok so I'm on the boards again, I have hit a wall after trying to make myself get up to a better weight I am now feeling like this is not where i want to be, I hate myself. Whilst my body is probably the healthiest it has been in a while i'm feeling more ashamed of myself than ever. I want to be content with myself I want to make positive changes in my life, but all I think about is how much food i eat my weight and purging. I'm recently engaged and feel i should be happy, but i spend all my time feeling worthless. I'm not good enough. Everything that passes my lips makes me feel worse, I'm so angry with myself. fighting it is leading me down a path of self destruction.

Posted on January 03, 2013 at 10:29 PM
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Joined: Nov 2012

re: Which way to turn?


Keep going with it, that is all i can suggest. i know exactly how you feel i am at the same stage. i am hoping that if i can maintain my weight i can get the psychological help for that side of things, are you getting any help on that side of things?

it is a case of a few steps forward then back i think that is normal.

hope that helps somehow


Posted on January 05, 2013 at 10:24 AM
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