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lifesaclimb Total Posts: 2 Joined: Mar 2012	okay i posted something the other day and there were no replies, i really need to talk to someone i really don't know what to do. i feel like i am in prison in my own home, it took me so long to talk to my mum about it and admit that i have an eating disorder and now shes right in my face even more so than ever and everybody is watching me eat more than ever and she keeps forcing the idea of going to talk to someone or a group or something but i feel im not ready for that yet i have only just taken the first step admitting and already i hate it and want to scream!!! please help. someone talk to me, i need advice. Tags: Posted on March 10, 2012 at 7:09 PM
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Befree Total Posts: 27 Joined: Aug 2011	re: please someone give me some advice, i feel like i'm in prison in my own home.x Hiya. Im sorry you didnt get any replies, dont take it personally (:. Firstly huge well done for telling your mum, i know how terrifying that can be. I know its annoying to have someone constantly 'checking up' on you , trust me I understand I've had friends follow me to the bathroom before ( I've been bulimic for four years) , but whilst it may want to make you scream they're just doing it because they love you and are probably worried sick about you and they think that by watching you 24 hours a day they can somehow stop this from happening to you. Although i understand where you are coming from in terms of not feeling ready for a group, the quicker the treatment the better. I used to go to group therapy at hospital and it was really nice to speak to people who a) werent judgemental and b) werent going to freak out with worry. I also put me in recovery (although i have relapsed now) . Are receiving help from your gp? Take care x Posted on March 12, 2012 at 3:42 PM

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please someone give me some advice, i feel like i'm in prison in my own home.x

lifesaclimb

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okay i posted something the other day and there were no replies, i really need to talk to someone i really don't know what to do. i feel like i am in prison in my own home, it took me so long to talk to my mum about it and admit that i have an eating disorder and now shes right in my face even more so than ever and everybody is watching me eat more than ever and she keeps forcing the idea of going to talk to someone or a group or something but i feel im not ready for that yet i have only just taken the first step admitting and already i hate it and want to scream!!! please help. someone talk to me, i need advice.

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Posted on March 10, 2012 at 7:09 PM

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Befree

Total Posts: 27

Joined: Aug 2011

re: please someone give me some advice, i feel like i'm in prison in my own home.x

Hiya.

Im sorry you didnt get any replies, dont take it personally (:. Firstly huge well done for telling your mum, i know how terrifying that can be. I know its annoying to have someone constantly 'checking up' on you , trust me I understand I've had friends follow me to the bathroom before ( I've been bulimic for four years) , but whilst it may want to make you scream they're just doing it because they love you and are probably worried sick about you and they think that by watching you 24 hours a day they can somehow stop this from happening to you.

Although i understand where you are coming from in terms of not feeling ready for a group, the quicker the treatment the better. I used to go to group therapy at hospital and it was really nice to speak to people who a) werent judgemental and b) werent going to freak out with worry. I also put me in recovery (although i have relapsed now) .

Are receiving help from your gp?

Take care x

Posted on March 12, 2012 at 3:42 PM