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hi,
i'm completely new to this and am still not really too sure what to expect or to do. i've been struggling with anorexia for about a year, and recently bulimia. i thought i was getting better as i have recently put weight on but was told by a 'friend' that i was huge and now feel like i am starting to slip back into my old ways. i really struggle with eating in front of people and get really paranoid that others are watching and judging me and now especially that i have put weight on, i am really aware that others are watching me. i went to my local GP and they told me that i needed to get over myself and stop being so silly. i just wanted to talk to others who are going through what i am going through as i feel really alone and just wondered if anybody else is going through or feeling the same.
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Posted on February 22, 2012 at 4:57 PM
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Hi,
I am just new to this too. I am currently suffering from anorexia and have been for the past 2 years now . O also.m starting to put on weight and like you feel like I'm starting to slip back, we both know its difficult. If your friends are true friends they wouldnt call you fat and would be supporting you through this difficult time, anyway we are not doing this for any one else buy our selves. I too find it even hardrr to eat infront of people because I worry that people will think that I am greedy and am very awere of it now. My family all think I am silly to but we are no ee are just going through a difficult time right now. I hope we can both share our experiemces and difficulty together a bit more xx
Posted on February 23, 2012 at 1:54 PM
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Hi,
i am new to this, and haven't spoke to anyone who has anorexia like me before. I have suffered from anorexia for 7 months now so not as long as you both but i feel the same way, I hate eating in front of people because I feel they are staring a me and judging me. I am getting help to recover but I am struggeling and sometimes I just need to talk to someone who knows how i feel. I am glad I know there are others who feel the same way and hope we can all recover and help each other by sharing how we feel and giving support.
Posted on March 09, 2012 at 5:25 PM
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Hey
how are you since writing?
It is hard we both know but we are all here for you and help each other out. Here of you need to talk ,
Posted on March 09, 2012 at 6:01 PM
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sorry i haven't replied in a long time, things have been quite bad and am finding everything too much. i am really glad that there are others who are also suffering because it is such an isolating feeling.. it is reassuring knowing that you both feel the same as me, just finding it so so hard. my dad shouted at me earlier and said that i need to stop being so selfish because there isn't a problem with me anymore and because i don't need an operation, there isn't anything wrong and not a problem. was so horrible to hear and made me feel even worse about everything. sorry to completely vent on here, just didn't have anybody else to talk to about it.
thank you for replying to my post, makes me feel that i'm not alone in this..
always hear if either of you want to talk and share how your feeling
x
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Posted on March 11, 2012 at 7:45 PM
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Hope your alright
Thank you for replying. I feel exactly the same, every thing these past few days has been so difficult and stressful. Sometimes my family just get so annoyed at me and just think that I can just snap out of it, and are always getting on at me about how I react around eating, i just hate eating infront of people. my grandma is always saying that I need start thinking about what I am doing to people and how i am hurtig every one and stop being so selfish, when they say things like that it just makes me feellike giving up as i just dont feel like i am getting the support i need. its nice to no that there are people who understand.
hugs xx
Here if you ever need to talk.
love kate x
Posted on March 12, 2012 at 6:33 PM
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hi Kate,
I am sorry to hear that you feel you don't have the support, but don't give up! you have everyone's support on here and we can get through it together. I understand how you feel my family get angry with me sometimes and say I am being selfish and it is the worst thing someone can say to you! just try block them out and believe in yourself! Hope your ok here if you need to talk
Xx
Posted on March 15, 2012 at 11:06 AM
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thank you so, so much for replying.
its nice to have your support and to here some one tell me that it will be fine. i know my family care about me and probablys just get angry that some thing like this can happen to me, but i just hate it when they have to take it out on me it just makes the situation even worse. i am trying to recover but i get so stressed about it every time i think about putting on weight, . have you got any advice how i can get over this please, my family just dont seem to understand.
also hope you are ok and are coping.
thanks for all your support xx
Posted on March 16, 2012 at 9:24 AM
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Hi sorry I haven't been on in a while. How are you getting on? Xx
Posted on April 10, 2012 at 11:20 AM
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