I'm so sorry hun...I posted a message on here about 4 weeks ago and I have just came on today to browse the message boards and have found that my message hasn't been put up! And all our other messages have been deleted AGAIN. I'm so annoyed! I wrote you a really long message.

I will try to remember what you were saying.

Well done for getting such fantastic grades! You should be so proud of yourself thats a fantastic achievement!

You said that you had lost weight again and you were feeling down about it. I said that although you have lost weight, try not to focus on the negatives. You are forgetting how much progress you have made. It takes alot to have the courage to start recovery and I think that you are doing SO WELL : ) Try to stay positive and believe in yourself, you can get back to where you were : )

Its good that you've got a weekend job : ) How is college for you? How are you doing now hun?

I have gone 7 weeks without bingeing now which is great : ) I feel like I am back on track and am feeling confident that I can continue on this path. I have been recieving extra support from a friend's mother who is a therapist and she is great. Since having her support, she has given me hope.

I think you said something about feeling fat and others commenting on your weight or something? I know that it is tremendously difficult putting on the weight. I can completely relate. Try not to worry about what others will say or think, I know that people can be a little insensitive sometimes because they don't understand eating disorders. Things will get better : ) You will grow to accept your body and become happier within yourself in time : ) The first step is getting back on track, once you are back on track you can slowly work towards achieving these things. It's not easy and it certainly isn't a quick process. Keep fighting, stay strong! I PROMISE I will make sure that I reply within a fortnight next time. I will make sure that my message gets posted.

Keep up the hard work hun, you are going to achieve great things in life!

Lots of Love,
Hopeful