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Hi everyone,
I tried posting before but it doesn't seem to have worked so giving it another go.
So its a bit of a long story but I think I am bulimic but in denial. I need some help/support/ideas how to recover.
So here goes: in June 2011 i started a diet, but then started to have disordered thoughts and behaviours around food. I felt 'bad' later on because i knew what i had done was damaging to my body.
i went home for the Easter holiday and when living back with my parents didn't purge once but when i came back to uni last week i returned to ED behaviours .
i know this is bulimia but i am in denial i guess and i don't know what to do now???
please help!!!
Posted on April 24, 2012 at 7:32 PM
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Hi everyone,
new to these message boards but desperately seeking some advice/support/to know who else has been through this.
My Names Hannah, I am 21 and am finishing my last year of university.
So in july 2011 I was * (I am *ft so i was overweight for my height) I lost * taking me to * and I guess i was ok with that.
anyways about a month ago I binged, it just seemed to happen, I can't remember if i was upset or stressed or anything. I panicked, and was sick.
It didn't happen again for about a week and the same thing happened.
I went home for the easter holidays and did indulge but wasn't sick once, so I thought my being sick had maybe just been a blip. but since getting back from home and back to the flat at uni I have struggled everyday. It's been my 21st birthday so there has been a lot of meals out and food related things to celebrate but i haven't binged, just eaten 'bad' food so i panicked. Anyways it was my actual birthday and i just refused to purge as i know its wrong but i felt panicky all day and majorly fought with my brain and body - not how i thought my 21st would be. I didn't want to make myself sick because i know its wrong and i know its awful for me but i think i am maybe still in denial, i don't see myself a bulimic but i know i likely am.
So...what the next step? I don't want to be bulimic, its not part of the plan. I want to tell my parent but am bricking it about that as mam and dad will freak and worry. HELP!!!
thanks
Hannah
Posted on April 23, 2012 at 3:08 PM
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